Lyrics
First off, hanging out, starting being friends,
Clothes off, hooking up, was it all pretend?
Take it slow, on the low, feelings that we kept,
Uncertainty, you didn’t know, I need to understand,
How can we love someone else when we don’t love ourselves?
Broken pieces, different reasons to focus on our health,
Take a break then breaking up, I’m feeling overwhelmed,
Can’t understand how another man will help you find yourself,
Would you look at us? This ain’t good for us,
Say you’re not moving on but I’m losing trust,
We put in those years and it’s been 2 months,
You say you love me yet you’re hooking up,
I have a hard time still managing that,
Keep losing sleep while imagining that,
First time in life I’ve had panic attacks,
My movements weak while handling that.
Didn’t even have to go down like that,
Gave you my world and you threw it right back,
It didn’t even have to go down like that,
Gave you my heart and you threw it right back.
Feeling heartache, feeling heartbreak,
How much more can a man’s heart take?
Feeling heartache, feeling heartbreak,
How much more can a man’s heart take? (x2)
That control is losing hold, I’m focused on myself,
Stepping back reflecting that I’m needing to feel well,
You were bold when you had told those people how you felt,
The lie you sold is getting old quit putting me through hell,
How can we trust someone else when we don’t trust ourselves?
Can’t trust your word, it’s so absurd, the places that you delve,
Your betrayal, your portrayal, you must be feeling swell,
See the pain that you engraved I’m wishing you farewell,
Love and respect? May I interject?
You broke things off to explore other men?
Tell me you need to, it’s not making sense,
See if you love me by having some sex?
Don’t care how I feel, what we had wasn’t real,
Take time to heal but I’m done with you still,
Deserve to be loved not in your ordeals,
Thought you were the one, now get out of my grill.
Didn’t even have to go down like that,
Gave you my world and you threw it right back,
It didn’t even have to go down like that,
Gave you my heart and you threw it right back.
Feeling heartache, feeling heartbreak,
How much more can a man’s heart take?
Feeling heartache, feeling heartbreak,
How much more can a man’s heart take? (x2)